| You know when you have to make one of those real big choices. Yea... I've been thinking about this one for awhile. You see.. Its been very very akward for me and one of my friends lately. I tried being a friend and not talking about the drama and stuff. But it seems that the other person keeps rubbing it in. I really want to be friends.. Its just.. So akward.... So I finally asked if we should stop talking for awhile. Intill air clears up and all. Was that right of me to do? The most I fear is that my friend would get really upset at me. Even wrost I fear that they don't even care.. Like I'm nothing to them anymore.. It scares the hell out of me. I really have no clue what to do. |
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| Randomly I've had the urge to cut up my cloths and make it new. You know like restyle it. So I sit there staring at my cloths.. thinking.. These cloths dont suit me. Its not my style.. I want to cut it.. Chop chop chop.. Then I realised.. If I do that then I have no cloths. >_< I need to restist.. At least intill I can get my sueing machine. ^_^ I have a niffy sig I'm putting on all my cloths. Its gonna be fairy wings. ^_^ I love wings. Its a tie between angel and fairy wings. In the future I want to ware wings with my wedding dress. It would be so beautiful.. Yesh.. I know I'm into the odd stuff. Like if I have a son I'm gonna name him Fox. I wanted to name my girl Vixen but ppl say thats setting her up as a hooker for life.. T_T Whyy!!!???? Vixen is such a cool name... Danm you hookers and porno stars for taking that name.. >_< |
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| Aww... No one showed up to do the meet on gaia... T_T Maybe next time... *sniffles* Lonely... so lonely... *sits in a lonely corner of her lonely room in lonelyness of this lonely life... of lonely lonely lonelyness* ((Is the guilt trip working)) |
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| Yes... i need to work on the mellody.. Any comments? <object width="425" height="350"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/urtPExmgLOI"></param><param name="wmode" value="transparent"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/urtPExmgLOI" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" wmode="transparent" width="425" height="350"></embed></object> |
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| I hate the spot I'm in at the moment... The sad thing is I did it to myself actually.. I putting myself in this. I hate how I keep whinning about it. Makes me feel weak you know. It makes me so sick thinking about it. Just like it did before. But you know.. Old scars are hard to heal and opening them up again makes it hurt even more. Did note! I lost my stuff to make Cool-A! T_T Thats why I havent posted it yet.. Bah!! What a waste.. now I have to do it all over again. And now I've been lazier... *sighs* Also I've been putting this song off too long so I'm gonna try to post "Sweet heart lullaby". ^_^ |
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